Me worried like hell!!

On Sunday morning(19 Oct 08) is my off day.I thought I wanna lepak-lepak at home only memandangkan on Friday i had to work till Saturday morning.I didn't sleep for the whole day so resting at home macam perkara yang paling best la.I wake up at 9am terus turun nak breakfast konon-konon. Then someone had called Aunty Ani talk about accident.Semua terpinga-pinga wondering siapa plak accident ni.Orang yang called tu kalau tak silap nama dia Hassan cakap yang Shamin accident at NKVE Highway.Bila Aunty Ani cakap nama Shamin semua terkejut especially me.My heart beat super duper fast.Tak ingatnya lah. Macam-macam terfikir at that time.Teruk ke dia accident?Macam mana boleh accident?etc..

But i keep my self cool as i can. Take a deep breath. Then berdiskusi dengan Aunty Ani semua nak pergi tengok Min.Kebetulan Uncle Wan nak keluar so dia akan pergi tengok Min which makes me resah gelisah nak ikut.Tapi Aunty kata takpe biar Uncle pergi dulu.Then after that Hassan called balik cakap yang Ambulance is on their way to the accident place.At that time i feel a bit relieved sebab ada juga hamba Allah yang sangat baik nak tolong Min.Mana lah tau kan kadang-kadang kalau someone dah accident dia akan mengambil kesempatan mencuri or biarkan aje Min kat situ sakit-sakit.Thank God he is so lucky.no ones know how i feel at that time.

So sementara tu i waited at home.Tak duduk diam aku dibuatnya.Yang Anis my cousin si cilik tu asyik tanye-tanye pasal abang Shamin dia.Lagilah membuatkan aku sedih sebab yang kecik ni pun sangat concern kat Abang saudara dia.Terharu sebab she has that feeling walaupun die kecik lagi.i keep telling her jangan risau okey, abang Min gonna be just fine.Then she watch back TV with her fav cartoon as like nothing happen.Ketika semua sibuk di dapur sebab sebenarnya nak buat open house that day for Atirah's friends, i duduk di depan TV ngan Anis tapi macam tak tengok pun TV.My mind didn't thinking anything at all. Then Aunty Ani said "Anum, pergi kejut Aiman ajak g hospital tengok min".I said ok then pergi bersiap-siap dengan segera.

Kebetulan Hana ada di rumah, so dia pun join sekali g tengok Shamin at the hospital.Setibanya di hospital we were looking for the emergency ward.Nasib senang nak cari.After park the car kiteorang enter the ward and asked about Shamin.Settle everything pasal registration and baru leh jumpe Min.On the way nak jumpe Min tu terserempak dengan Mama and Syasya(my sis).Tanye punya tanye nurse pesakit nama Shaharul Shamin die bagitau Min g check gigi.Tapi tak tau kat mane.Pastu lame sangat dah tunggu i just called Shamin punya handphone manelah tau kalau-kalau ada orang tolong angkatkan.


Alhamdulillah someone pick up the phone and tell that Shamin is in the minor operation theatre.Kiteorang pun menuju ke tempat itu.Me and mama masuk dengan perasan yang tak tentu arah and curious nak tengok Shamin .But instead kiteorang terkejut tengok Shamin berlumuran darah all over his face and mouth while doctor tengah jahit something.Mengucap banyak-banyak dibuatnya.Me nak nangis at that time tapi tahan je. Be strong because of mama.I dont want her feel so sad.Then the doctor ask us to stay kat luar je while waiting for Shamin.Waited for him like almost for three hours.Perasaan waktu tu tak tenteram lah dibuatnya.Ke sana ke mari.Kulur kilir.While waiting for him i realize that i tak makan lagi dari siang.Waktu tu da pukul 2pm.Dalam keadaan macam tu i dont think i have selera to eat.


Setelah sekian lama Shamin dah selesai di operate.Alhamdulillah Shamin keluar then he cant speak a bit even mulut tak boleh buka besar.But the doctor said petang karang dalam pukul 4 atau 5 nak wat sekali lagi surgery nak letak besi dalam mulut dia.In a meanwhile Min kena transfer kat observation ward. Pity him sebab tak boleh makan dan minum macam biasa.Mulutnya tak boleh buka besar.


According to doctor Shamin had a fractured jaw area dagu.Meaning sangat terbatas lah pergerakan mulut dia memandangkan our mouth are depend on our jaw untuk bergerak kan.So maksudnya kalau rahang dah patah macam mana mulut nak buka lagi kan.So he is struggling so much bila nak makan dan minum.The doctor said kena makan menggunakan straw.Everything you has to use straw. Meaning makanan semua kena yang cair termasukla bubur.It is the hardest part for him.All i can do is support him to move on and kuatkan semangat supaya cepat sembuh.

I tak sampai hati nak makan depan dia sebab kita makan sedap-sedap and kuantiti banyak tapi dia hanya bole makan bubur or sup.Kesian dia.Sementara menunggu operation lagi sekali petang tu Shamin get some rest and tidur.I let him sleep while mama and others balik rumah Aunty Ani makan.I waited him sehinggalah pukul 3.45pm the doctor suruh Min get ready nak masuk operation theathre balik nak operation lagi.I am not sure what the doctor wanted to do this time.I called Momsy supaya datang segera sebab me sooo worried nak tinggal seorang sementara Min masuk buat itu operation.

While waiting like half and hours Shamin friends telefon tanya dimana Shamin and nak jumpe dia.I told them everything then kawan-kawan dia ramai yang datang.Kawan-kawan belajarnya kot.One of the friends siap bawak makanan untuk Shamin lagi.Dahlah masak sendiri.Khas untuk Shamin tapi malangnya i told them Shamin tak boleh makan makanan macam biasa lagi.We waited him sangatlah lama.Mama pun datang dengan Syasya and Aiman.Semua pun tunggu Shamin selesai operation.Sangat baik kawan Shamin semua.Terima kasihlah sebab sanggup datang and tunggu time tu.Dah nak Maghrib macam tu baru Shamin selesai.Me and momsy masuk tengok Shamin sementara nak bawak pergi ward.

At that time Shamin couldnt open his eyes at all.Dia menggigil sangat-sangat sampai menangis sebab sakit sangat.Even the doctor dah bius and all that but he still feel the pain.Deep inside I was crying because i can see that he is such in pain.I never saw him like that.Sangat lama dia menggigil.All i could do is gosok-gosok his lengan only sebab nak pegang tempat-tempat lain takut dia sakit.

Pity him.



*Doakanlah semoga Shamin cepat sembuh.Amin..


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